It's hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it's even harder when it's everything you want. ♥

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Ohai. Went to Sunway on Monday, with parents. Being the extra bright light bulb ( if you got what I mean ) . 

Watched Chronicle. I find it pretty interesting when I saw the ad on tv. I was dying to watch this movie. But in the end it turns out to be some major disappointment. Mom complaint about the way they filmed the movie. Because the lead actor, whom was named Andrew in the movie, was taking a video camera to everywhere he goes. That, was how the movie was filmed exactly, yes throughout the whole movie. & to watch this movie, we got the front row, yes the first row, closest to the screen because there are no other seats left. We've got no choice. Because I really wanted to watch this movie. It was another problem. The seats were so front our necks are aching. Mom & dad even wanted to sit at the stairs instead because mom really is having a terrible neck ache. She even vomited after the movie because of the way she's sitting, the way she's watching the movie & the way the movie was filmed. It was quite a blur. The movie started with they got their super powers but didn't exactly mentioned how. & in the end Andrew turns out to be some sick demon, he thinks that he's an Apex predator & he's killing people, lots of people, he even caused his best friend's death, & he claims that he's not feeling guilty. Ahh suckish show. In the end I just don't feel good, after the movie & I should had watched something else instead. Sigh.

Currently is really hooked up to this book, Marley & Me. I didn't get to watch the movie, what a pathetic person I'm. It seems pretty touching. & I would really want The Notebook. Can't wait to buy that. Hope mommy lets me buy. Because, she'd been complaining about how I should seriously get serious with my studies & stop fooling around & hang out so much with my friends anymore. PMR, what do you expect? Well it's in the list of my resolutions & to be honest I hasn't done anything productive yet. YET. Especially the one on, GROW TALLER. I told myself I would jump everyday, EVERY SINGLE DAY WITHOUT FAIL, or skip rope, but basically, I'm not even started till NOW. & it's already February. Time flies. 1st semester's exam on the way, on March. I should seriously brush up my Math. Teachers in the morning session ain't breastfeeding or hand feeding us anymore, according to mom, she says that I'm on my own now. LOL. 

Had been writing down a lot about my feelings & everything in a book. Right now. I mean, it's so not me, I used to do that when I was like, standard 2? LOL. & now i'm doing this. Is this lifeless? Lol. so, whatever. Don't judge. I'm depressed.

Anyway,

 Happy Valentine's Day ♥

#foreveralone 

Loves, Samantha.